I'm motivated to update my blog because of Charlene's recent update :)
It has been a long tim since the blog is updated and I predict that it will take sometime again before another post will be posted.

I had a four hours break today :) Well, to be exact, will be so every friday.
And I am actually lucky that there are 2 people accompanying home today, same train ride, because they dont't usually take the train to the far far east like city hall and bugis :)
Anyway topicc on the train: 21st birthday party
That sets me off what I rally want..

Shinee is coming!!!! not that I will attend but....
Something off point-I want to watch concerts!

shiok!
made a baileys cheese cake today
oooo sinful

today is really a heavy day

all the bad news came together
all the disapoointments came
all the nonsense about whatever came
all the talk about the betrayal
im just plain lousy
at least in some aspects of life
down.. to the bottomless pit
wheres my confidence?

at least i went out
at least i ate the ebishoshi (how to spell it?) that i wanted today though it isnt fanastic only the matsha ice cream!
at least there is the ice cream
at least i went for threading although there is not a big difference

im emo
im going malaysia.. sometime next month.. and the middle of the semester.. so ya...
dont talk about it
dont harp about it

its been a long long time since i blog-ged and i knew it hahahhaaa

i am here sitting down at the biz library cmputer trying to think what can i write... hahaha

firstly.
its all boils down to my timetable that i have time to like.. slack and do nothing...
time spent in school is never productive seriously
well.. too much breaks.. too many days with only one lesson and i have to come all the way down to this place :(
i doesnt have the focus these days.. adn i am wonderring why.. old huiping pls come back hahha

secondly.
i am depressed yesterday.. because i think i did an interview rather badly..
maybe i am ratehr unique.. i hate interviews with 2 candidates sitting togther and sharing. it makes it shut up my gap. i cant talk as a result = bad interview = cant let them see my best view = i predict i wont get what i wanted = congrats to me

thirdly.
yea my bday had passed. well it is not a matter of fact that i am celebratung because i am older (i admited XD). at first i am rather unhappy at first (i suppose its hormonal changes that cause the mood swings). but pleasant surprises throughout the days :) thanks to everyone who bothered

will be uploading pic if i have the time
im addicted to rc lah

well i hate this new blogger
i dont know where to upload my photos!!!

slacking all day long :)
wants to visit the jap resturant at iluma :)
wants more bakerin cheese cake :)
wants a gucci bag :)
wants a lot more :)

addicted to rc ;(

it has been long since i have last blogged

1.
i met ratna on the bus on the way to work tt day, and she told me its time i continue to wriite something on my blog. so here it is :) seriously, it is a real coincidence that i have met her. nbecause, my dad drives me to wortk everyday, only that day he isnt free, and i took the bus alone myself.. and tang, ratna appears in front of me haha

2.
i am free today. because i took leave from work just to do the stars thing at home. the company has blocked all the internet access, scare that we will have something up our sleeves. playing the net.. well msn is tempting i dare say :)

3.
basically, i dont like my work envt. it is seriously a dog eat dog envt. well, partly because im part of the sales team now, and, salesperson are expected to be aggressive. am i not aggressive enough? perhaps.. there is this pregnant malaysian woman there who keeps on bullying me. i hate her and her hates me. welll. worse, she is sitting next to me, so every now and then she look at me and see what im up to. and find someways to ridicule me. which i spare not oughts for this senior and blase my way back as well. now, she dont dare to irriate me and talk damn politely to me which i return in the same old scaractic mannaer. well.
e.g. asked me if im a singaporan thrice in a day. i am not polite and say what do you think? from my accent and i speak, dont you know the answer

4.
im thinking of quitting seriously. i dont need money. and my boss ask me to go drink coffee with her in the coffee shop yesterday.. so, i sabo her and those who thinks im a good bully target. well, initally i did not want to sabo her. i dont want peopel to think i backfire them. well, but the boss insisted and waited for me in the coffeeshop nearby. the way she protect her and the way i stood my grounds. well boss basically has no way to rebut and only say i need to sympathesize with her because she is pregnant.

5.
i meet charlene at the kembagang rt yesterday. suc a coincidence! i went there becasue i was going for dinner with my collegues. them being foreigners has a great interest in what i eat.. which happens to be tau sau for dessert yesterday. they only knew whats ice kachang and chendol and qing tang. hahaha. well. i am going for bbq at the company front door later in the evening.. well, not sure if it is a good choice. cos i am sure the boss wil talk to the old birds today.. the one who took my quotation away and... du tu it!

6.
i think they anyhow cacualte commission. my parents and bro thinks they are out to bully the kids. but i htink they got the wrong kid to bully. honestly, the way i speak to the boss yesterday seemed to shocked her. she thinks im the spilt brat from the way i blast through the walls to get my way hhhahaha but i dont care. you can sack me for all i care. but before you do that, i am sure i am the first who is going to sack you first. nevertheless dont forget who am i. perhaps you have not know my personality well yet!
forget about trying to bully me. you can bully me, in the first 3 days of work. where.. i keep my head down and prevent toes from stepping on the line. after 3 days, you lookout for yourself miss

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