memories - another brain space

2010-01-29T18:43:00.002+08:00

I'm motivated to update my blog because of Charlene's recent update :)
It has been a long tim since the blog is updated and I predict that it will take sometime again before another post will be posted.

I had a four hours break today :) Well, to be exact, will be so every friday.
And I am actually lucky that there are 2 people accompanying home today, same train ride, because they dont't usually take the train to the far far east like city hall and bugis :)
Anyway topicc on the train: 21st birthday party
That sets me off what I rally want..

Shinee is coming!!!! not that I will attend but....
Something off point-I want to watch concerts!

2009-09-13T21:00:00.001+08:00

shiok!
made a baileys cheese cake today
oooo sinful

2009-09-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

today is really a heavy day

all the bad news came together
all the disapoointments came
all the nonsense about whatever came
all the talk about the betrayal
im just plain lousy
at least in some aspects of life
down.. to the bottomless pit
wheres my confidence?

at least i went out
at least i ate the ebishoshi (how to spell it?) that i wanted today though it isnt fanastic only the matsha ice cream!
at least there is the ice cream
at least i went for threading although there is not a big difference

im emo
im going malaysia.. sometime next month.. and the middle of the semester.. so ya...
dont talk about it
dont harp about it

2009-09-02T12:09:00.003+08:00

its been a long long time since i blog-ged and i knew it hahahhaaa

i am here sitting down at the biz library cmputer trying to think what can i write... hahaha

firstly.
its all boils down to my timetable that i have time to like.. slack and do nothing...
time spent in school is never productive seriously
well.. too much breaks.. too many days with only one lesson and i have to come all the way down to this place :(
i doesnt have the focus these days.. adn i am wonderring why.. old huiping pls come back hahha

secondly.
i am depressed yesterday.. because i think i did an interview rather badly..
maybe i am ratehr unique.. i hate interviews with 2 candidates sitting togther and sharing. it makes it shut up my gap. i cant talk as a result = bad interview = cant let them see my best view = i predict i wont get what i wanted = congrats to me

thirdly.
yea my bday had passed. well it is not a matter of fact that i am celebratung because i am older (i admited XD). at first i am rather unhappy at first (i suppose its hormonal changes that cause the mood swings). but pleasant surprises throughout the days :) thanks to everyone who bothered

will be uploading pic if i have the time
im addicted to rc lah

2009-08-03T10:56:00.001+08:00

well i hate this new blogger
i dont know where to upload my photos!!!

2009-07-27T17:41:00.001+08:00

slacking all day long :)
wants to visit the jap resturant at iluma :)
wants more bakerin cheese cake :)
wants a gucci bag :)
wants a lot more :)

addicted to rc ;(

2009-07-07T11:23:00.002+08:00

it has been long since i have last blogged

1.
i met ratna on the bus on the way to work tt day, and she told me its time i continue to wriite something on my blog. so here it is :) seriously, it is a real coincidence that i have met her. nbecause, my dad drives me to wortk everyday, only that day he isnt free, and i took the bus alone myself.. and tang, ratna appears in front of me haha

2.
i am free today. because i took leave from work just to do the stars thing at home. the company has blocked all the internet access, scare that we will have something up our sleeves. playing the net.. well msn is tempting i dare say :)

3.
basically, i dont like my work envt. it is seriously a dog eat dog envt. well, partly because im part of the sales team now, and, salesperson are expected to be aggressive. am i not aggressive enough? perhaps.. there is this pregnant malaysian woman there who keeps on bullying me. i hate her and her hates me. welll. worse, she is sitting next to me, so every now and then she look at me and see what im up to. and find someways to ridicule me. which i spare not oughts for this senior and blase my way back as well. now, she dont dare to irriate me and talk damn politely to me which i return in the same old scaractic mannaer. well.
e.g. asked me if im a singaporan thrice in a day. i am not polite and say what do you think? from my accent and i speak, dont you know the answer

4.
im thinking of quitting seriously. i dont need money. and my boss ask me to go drink coffee with her in the coffee shop yesterday.. so, i sabo her and those who thinks im a good bully target. well, initally i did not want to sabo her. i dont want peopel to think i backfire them. well, but the boss insisted and waited for me in the coffeeshop nearby. the way she protect her and the way i stood my grounds. well boss basically has no way to rebut and only say i need to sympathesize with her because she is pregnant.

5.
i meet charlene at the kembagang rt yesterday. suc a coincidence! i went there becasue i was going for dinner with my collegues. them being foreigners has a great interest in what i eat.. which happens to be tau sau for dessert yesterday. they only knew whats ice kachang and chendol and qing tang. hahaha. well. i am going for bbq at the company front door later in the evening.. well, not sure if it is a good choice. cos i am sure the boss wil talk to the old birds today.. the one who took my quotation away and... du tu it!

6.
i think they anyhow cacualte commission. my parents and bro thinks they are out to bully the kids. but i htink they got the wrong kid to bully. honestly, the way i speak to the boss yesterday seemed to shocked her. she thinks im the spilt brat from the way i blast through the walls to get my way hhhahaha but i dont care. you can sack me for all i care. but before you do that, i am sure i am the first who is going to sack you first. nevertheless dont forget who am i. perhaps you have not know my personality well yet!
forget about trying to bully me. you can bully me, in the first 3 days of work. where.. i keep my head down and prevent toes from stepping on the line. after 3 days, you lookout for yourself miss

2009-05-12T17:22:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I have blogged, since I have nothing else better to do now, I decided to blog. Well that's quite lame.

Anyway

Life is boring. It really is. Plainly because, I have been rotting at home. I have been wondering what is left in my life after minusing off studies. Whats there to do at home after minusing off studying again. I realised there is nothing much left. It is rather sad hor...

Been happy for the past weekend if I choose to ignore my mum's naggings.
1. Watch Wolverine - A moviw I badly wanted to watch. The reason? I am not too sure either..
2. Watched all the drama I wanted to watch. Bad thing is, there is nothing for me to watch now. I shall wait for Boys over Flowers! I bet I will chose Si Over Lei. haha, I always chosse Si! I shall resist temptations to watch all the epi over the net! I shall wait for the TV instead this time :)

I wanted to buy something! Should I? There is temptations and I think it will just be a matter of time when I eventually get what I wanted. Well, I knew myself well haha

2009-04-27T12:12:00.003+08:00

i decided to blog today hahhaha
its has been a long long time since i have blog

i got a sway day today!
i got stung by a bee
well. the first time i got stung
it is really sway
i was walking back home
something hit my head
i thought its a leaf
and i wanted to swept it off (normal reaction)
it turned out to be a bee!
tsk!
well.... so i got stung
nice right
real pain in the foirst 5 min when i got stung
and my parents are laughing at me
tsk tsk tsk
including my bro!
mummy said that i got honey on my hair
tsk tsk

2009-03-15T19:56:00.001+08:00

i went for da mouth concert!!!

hahahawell

ai sha is very retty!! but she cant sig

and we saw 2 siao fans...

they are reallylame!

i will not hestiate to go for another convert if i got the tckets

hahha

i did not queue for them

kh the kind soul gave me 2 tic :)

2009-03-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

angry!!

2009-02-23T13:21:00.002+08:00

i seriously dont like tt person
she really think that she is queen or somehting i think!
let me tell you if i let you have your way you better dont be yaya and think i am obligated to do so
dont push your way through la
dont you ever have basic manners?
i bet a lot of aunties are like saying you dont have jia jiao behind your parents back la
it just reflects badly on yourself
continue to be a snob
continue lah
some losers

2009-02-09T18:18:00.001+08:00

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作词：严云农作曲：曹轩宾
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2009-02-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

I SHOULD BLOG!!!!
hhahaha
well see im so busy these few days
time flies seriously
but i dont know that time had wings..........

yea!!
i have been to taiwan and hong kong :)
for 7 days during cny
i feel i like taiwan more than hk!
why?
because i feel there is more to see in taiwan
perhaps it is because i went to hk on a free and easy basis and there is only a half day tour that is provided well anyway
for hk they brought us to the xing kuang da dao
well it is super lame.. cos we walk along the asle..
which has a lot of hk actors actress singers'hand prints..
on the floor..
so some ppl are like snapping pictures.. of the ground... ER most lane award goes to that no doubt!
but hk's temp is more comfy!! i like tt weather!

here goes the story about weather...
we search on the internet
me and my bro
and
we both found from seperate sources that taiwan temp will be ard 24 to 18 at tt time...
well knowing that 18, the lowest is the temp which my dad always sets the air con temp at
we fell it is ok!
just have a jacket
well well thats the largest mistake!!!
seriously, we all only have a jacket.. hahhahahahaha
my bro even brought all the billabong shorts... shosrts... tee shoirts.. worse.. adias dry fit that repel heat rather than trapping it hahahahhaha
well.. first day in taiwan
we went to a place called dong pu alr..
i htink it is at the alishan area.. the mid mountain...
WHICH IS COLD
omg
wellllll.. nice one.. mist came out of our mouth when we talk.. imagine..
with one jacket only..........
no gloves
no scarf
champion of all cos everyone else seemed to have clothes.. well they do in fact
we went to dong pu for the spring resort so we basically stayed there at night for tt day hahahhaah
since nothing to see anyway.. its on the mountain hahaha
in the morning.. with more brightness ad as we are coming down the hill..
the asle of the mt is filled with sakura trees in full bloom!!!!!
hahahhha.. did not go japan but can see it also hhahahah

next, shi lin ye shi in taipei!!
seriously!! it is full of cny atmosphere...
the place is super packed! n way we can walk thru with ease...
we need to like walk in a queue..
their vendors can suddenly appear then pull a table there in the middle of the street and strat selling
thats the problem
in the middle!!
when it is alr packed
hahaha
tt is the reason i did not shop much in taiwan's shi lin!!
tsk im sore about it! seriously

next, when at night for all kinds of taiwanese xiao chi throughtout the 5 days in taiwan
mu gua niu nia!!! wu chun's fav hahahah
friend chicken culet! shiok cos very big!
mango ice with du hua!! never try before! interesting
tian fu luo!! which is not tempura! but nice..
all these are super famous la..
all need to queue
but basicaly
no queue we dont buy
hahah typical singaporeans hahahah

hk is again full of shopping
i tries yam cha.. at hk..
nice! i like chao siew pao in resaurants seriously
even in sg! my fav here locally is in chinatown hahahhaha
but i find their food - canto food- salty.. :(

total
i spent ard 700 sg dollars

ard 300 on clothes - ard 22 i think. some are 2 or 3 pieces then if you separate them, i htink got 28 la or more!!
i failed to buy baby milo jacket at hk i am sore!

brought a feng shui wu for s$180.. called tian lu is you know what is it..suppose to help me.. cos it is made of real jade.. imperial jade...

brought cosmestic - anna sui mascara althought i am not good at it at dfs i think is ard s$40

brought dior facial moisturer and hydrance at dfs for ard s$230 :( cos i wanted to use all my taiwan money up

here it is bye bye money
hi hi exploding cupboard
hi hi cracking dry lips cos of the weather - recovering :)

2009-01-22T17:17:00.001+08:00

im flying
im flying very soon!! :)
happy for the last few days
in fact very very happy
cos i did not even study for the whole of last week and the beginningof this week
which accounts till today
even when for last min cny shoppping at bugisstreet yesterday
im desperate!

2009-01-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

小孩子長大了做父母親的都希望他能展翅高飛卻又希望偷偷地看到他到底飛到哪里去

2009-01-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

went for buffet at mariott
the deserts was so fabulous!!!!
i am piling up kilos...
hahahaha
wellllll
i think it is sort of not worth my money
cos the range of food isnt great...
hp is a happy child!!!!!!!
at least for now

2009-01-02T09:10:00.001+08:00

yes
im so happy!!
im going taiwan and hk for the chinese new year season!!
hahah
i can stop buy things online
ahhahah

guilty though
mum say we decided to go there because i keep on bugging my daddy
hahah
it is ex i know

251th post

2008-12-26T15:57:00.002+08:00

im disappointed with you
seriously!
i have been waiting for your sms since 24
nothung nvm
continue waiting on 25
nothing
if you think you cannot make it
pls do not promise
i am really sick of your empty promise!
even if i sms you
no reply
tsk tsk tsk
let me tell you this!
IF YOU CONTINUE DOING THIS
TRUST ME
YOUR WISH IS NOT GOING TO COME TRUE
DONT YOU KNOW THIS IS A RECIPROCAL ACTIVITY?
IF THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT PEOPLE
THEN THAT WILL BE HOW OTHERS WILL TREAT YOU!
AND GUESS WHAT
EVEN THOSE WHO KEEPS ON TOLERATING YOU WILL STILL BE PISSED OFF!
THE THRESHOLD IS REACHED!!!!!

hey guess what again!
i prepared the gift
wraoped it
and
YOUR GIFT IS THE MOST EXPENSIVE ONE THAT I BROUGHT!
SICKENING!!!

btw
thanks to you
25th was spent at home

2008-12-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

I PASSED MY DRIVING!!!!
im so happy!~
i got only 8 demerit points..
i thik im lucky to pass with 8 pts!
seriously
it was unexpected to be 8..
im thinking it is going to be double digits!
my instructor said that im the last student who is going to drive tt car to a test hahah
he changed it..
iam one of the last to learn on it
well..
nevertheless
i will remeber it

sfe 8590 m
toyota corrola
1.5 litres
manual
silver

nice car!
nice to drive!
comfy

next,
i shall wait for one day when my papa is free to teach me how to drive an auto car!
well
i need to gain much more experienced!
seriously...

mummy went to buy good wood park hotel durian puff for me!!!
shiok!!!!!!!!

im now deciding if i should go to merchant court's elee mkt cafe, shang ri la's the line, or the meritus mandarin's triple 3 for buffet
actually..
i think i prefer meritus mandarin's
merchant's is more of budget?? ard 40
shangri la.. errr i dont know
i dont like
i got bad experiences overseas
ahhah

2008-12-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

i hate choices in uni
i hate the process of the need to think htru what modules you should take
at the beginning of each semester
it will be worse in future
electives are alr such a big headache!

2008-12-14T15:00:00.003+08:00

had a fufilling week!

managed to met up with my sec sch friends on fri haha
still as fun

im blessed to have such friends seriously

we dont meet often because our schedules always clash and we are all in diff sch

but everytime we did meet up!

we will all be full of laughters

anyways...

tt mahattan fish was really not nicely cooked..

some parts are raw

tsk!luckily my tummy upset did nto last long ok..

only tt night and the following morning

no serious diarrheo and vomitting

the ice monster is GOOD!

no harm trying if you had not before

and i will not regret going there again haha
perhaps next time i can have a go at the durian one

i went to changi airport on sat hahahahahhaha

so shiok

xmas is ard the corner!!

yes

and the christmas tree there is very nice!

i guess the envt is being adjusted according to the tree

see what i mean? dark atmosphere and a tree lighted in white bulbs

white christmasss!

2008-12-10T18:22:00.001+08:00

i just rebond my hair again!
tsk
it will nto last
nvm..
i tried the schseido (i dont know how to spell!) rebonding
i heard it will last
neverthelesssssss no high hopes

我想要个噴火龍

2008-12-03T16:38:00.003+08:00

exams are over!!!
yea
a bit lag i know
hhaa
my life for the past few days goes like this: sleep eat go out eat again watch tv sleep
turning into a pig alr
i am fat!
die...
ok..
i just been to han's to eat
other than the main course
ps.. i started eating turkey alr haha
3 of us shared a chicken pie plus 5 cake ahhaha
shiok
sweet tooth ma..
there is this choco mint
choco brownie cheesecake
praline cheesecake
pear dont knwo what caramel one
then dont know still got one what ar??
ok nvm...
you cant expect me to remeber all the names right
long la..
excuses haha
fat fat how??
mummy say she going to bring me to eat buffet hhahah
yea..
source for buffet now la...
i like merchant court!

2008-11-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

im dead for econs
iamdead!
wo shi le
how how
i think i lost alot of marks

2008-10-16T14:39:00.003+08:00

sometimes i feel that i had no one to turn to when i need someone
it is so ironic
i am thinking of a word to describe
maybe ironic
contradicting
the one whom i decide to say out loud to has such reactions
the one who start asking got that reaction
those who do remember react in a way i hate
the one who dont even remember
the one who remember ...
er.. better reactions
well
conclusion: not much people to turn to
who will come out in the middle of the night to look for ypu when you suddenyl ask them to?
again not much
maybe one?
whom is not the one i also talked about
tbat is a sad fact right?
but it is still a fact
may be i dont have the fate?
well..
having tutorial

2008-10-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

jay album is going to out today
stats is so chui
im having it now
diao
whats the use man
of having __ ____

2008-10-05T00:21:00.001+08:00

had a fulfilling weekend!
\happy
glad
went v8 cafe on friday
and i just had carls jr at big splash just now
the ambience is very very very good
wont regret going there again!!!

2008-09-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i have blogged
well
miss wang is very busy
very very
i guess i got the perception from jc and sec sch teachers
that jc will the busiest school life you will evr et in your life
year in university is damn relaxing as comapred to jc
and
first years are honeymoon years
well
i guess
the perception is wrong
very wrtong
been busy
DOING PROJECTS
i been busy for the whole recess doing proj ok
dots
i dont know
it is having an adverse effect on my social life
my friends are busy too
on projects
sianz man
i slept at 4.50 yest..
fine this mroning
doing projecvt
and
i woke at 8.45am..
yes
ard 4hrs or less

been rewarding myself for the past 5 hrs
i vbeen watching a lot of dramas.
other than hot shots which i am alwaysd watching..
then found jerry's new commercial h
a i did not know it is with gui lun mei..
she is pretty no doubt
well jay's goofd taste!
i started on miss no good
nice
hahha
at least it makes me laugh
i guess laughter ti me is a very highly value thing now
i have been not laughying happily for sometime
jay's songs and an jing le did made me high
but it is not going have a logng term effect on me...
so conclusion
social life=important

ps.. elianna
an jing le is nice okay!
jay complete the demo in 5 min
TALENTED OK!
so shhhh MISS E

you should nto think so much
maybe you did offend 3 people
but you must know that the office dont consist of 3 people only
and i guess when it is shifted to ip
i know you will be happy
at least happier
because you have friends there
good luck to you
dont think so much

2008-09-15T21:17:00.001+08:00

btw i lied on sat..
guilty!
okay to someone nope of u know or okay..
whatever
tsk tsk
kenna nagged at by mom
and bro tsk tsk

2008-09-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

tsk tsk
i also knwo i very long necver blog
been very very busy for the past few weeks
i seriously cannot uds why i having onkly 4 modules can be so busy
tsk tsk
some say it is all because of the no of pt we need to do
welll
i think there is more to it
next week is recess
but dont be too happy
cos..
i got assignments
and yes need to hand in during the recess week
ok and next
tests and quiz right after the recess
hai
im back to school!!!
na na nanaananana

been busy
is it aa dsaster
i just changed my desktop
and everything is not there
.....

been able to squeeze time out to meet my few best mates!
prawnie and pearlie
well well well
it is always good to meet up
ho ho
been to tt jap rest tt my jc clique went to but i did not tt time
ahha
well a lot of msg ar
jahaha
we shall go tot the other jap rest soon again
in max of 2 weeks later i guess
if we are meeting there

been a tour guide some sat ago
bringing someone ard
..
whatever
stopping here...
bbbbbbbbbbbb

2008-08-28T18:34:00.003+08:00

ho ho ho
long time no blog
hhaaa
tpical singlish
anyway
y life this few weeks is soooo chui
ahhaa
CHUI
anways...
i have a lot of project
wel everything came togtehr
our group initialy have marketing project alr
which we try to meet then no time to meet then when we eventually meet
we got an additional ob project
woot!
seriously
cos we sway ma..
we will be the first group who present
ahhaa
lol
here is the list:
1. marketing project mon
2. ob analysis arena dbate thurs
3. ob project proposal thurs (ps not link to no 2!!)
4. marketing case analysis next mon
see busy right
all come together
lol
but after these i will be QUITE free till the next time i need to work on proj again
which i think is one mth plus later
lol

anyway..
update updates
updating!
haha
my bday past..
this year bday was very boring
seriously
1. char having exam oneless people help me celebrate
2. jc mates help me celebrate but everyone have their own appt like 2 or 3 hrs later some came late.. ya.. not interesting
3. family brought me a durian cake initially was supposed to be cheese cake from raffles place.. mom when and say they never sell a lot of variety that day.... hha
4. everyone gives me hong bao cos they dont knwo what to buy but i think most importantly they no time to buy. ahha when my bro having exam now he damn stress.. i see i also scare i no confidence in uni.. seriously! sometime i leave the room blur disaster lah
5. charlene best of all.. dedicate jay song to me on radio! well once she called me to listen toradio xian ge ji yi the day before i knew it already la. she was a ture big fan of 933 only that we both hate fie dont like the 2 dj.. ahaa.. whom we know the names can alr. it is the third time she dedicate song to me and for obviously reasons when she can choose she wil choose jay song..
first time is radom.. zhou gong read it out.. it is on sunday afternoon i remember. song=cant choose, so not jay's. second time is xian ge also, after her bday, thank me for celebratig with her, song=jay dont knwo which song. forgotten. third time, 23 august 2008 cos on the 24 which happens to be jiro day, fans will flood the xian ge programme so little chance of being read out, song=jay wo bu pei. 4 ppl dedicate the song.. te same one.. the best of this year bday ba. cos it is just plainboring seriously..

2008-08-17T14:27:00.004+08:00

it sort of spoil my whole weekend mood
wellllll
i shall shut my gap
in case someone comes along
ask everyone to come
and
discuss
and
blah blah blah
a lto of things one la

ps: who do u think i am?

2008-08-14T21:50:00.005+08:00

emo days
seriously
rather emo all of a sudden
university life has started
well duh
everyone knows
everyone started except my smu friends..

suddenly
i sort of miss office life
the people there are great
you dont need to tell me what officepoltics all that la.
a least it wasnt to me back then
so
i did not have much problems
LIFE IS SIMPLY GREAT
even if i have stopped working
i still talk on msn with my collegues.
well
ex collegues
and
they want to treat me to lunch
even when i have alr stopped working
sometimes
i think it is not the gifts and what you can get from peopel whom you interacted with
sometimes
i am just looking around for signs of concerns and care
these epoepl provided
for sure

national day eve
was spent with my secondary sch class gathering
yes..
we only meet up with the whole clique usually
but not the others
and
surprsingly
i think we can still have common topics
and these common topic frquwncies are usually more than those we had back in sch
they are not from my clique
anyway..
so..
why do people have to do whatever bad to you and think she is always right and think the other party os always wrong and cant give an explaination nor does she ever wanted to give you a chance to explain what she thinks went wrong and what you think you are nto wrong
complicated
if you do understand
till now
i dont regret
i dont htink i am wrong
and
if you think i am wrong
in some way or another
why dont you think there is some misunderstading
ooh ya
and guess what
i wont take tt advice of soemone else
well
congrats me
i manage to make it more complicated
well..
those who knows it will know it
anyway
i dont want advice!
unless from that person
and i have not met her
met her so what
i think she willl run off in the other direction
big deal?
no
cos i have expected it
so why can it turn out this way
so i expect that for everything there is things that turn out to be the better but tohers that turn out otherwise

qi liu wu si shan er yi
feng le feng le... dan chao fan ost
lame

anyways..
here is one nice lamer thing that happen to me recently
i cannot lend u my textbook
because
u also cant photocopy the book
cos it is against the law
the copyright one
er...
first time i heard of such a reason a legal one
when someone dont lend a textbook to you
NAD! DID I SAY I WANT TO PHOTOCOPY THE WHOLE BOOK!
IF YES, WHY DONT I JUST BUY THE WHOLE BOOK TO SAVE THE TROUBLE!
and guess what
stats project need one group to have at least 13 people
and guess what
we are doing together.
not that i am sore cos ppl dont want to lend the book to me.
it is just..
say it out loud in my face
I DONT WANT TO LEND IT TO YOU!
will sound better than the copyright one

and guess what
i am not going to lend this miss copyright laws my notes anymore
i hate it man
why should i lend my things to you when you do that kind of things to me first
good nice one
elianna
if you ever say hp dont lend you things
think
did you want to lend things to me..
dont complain
you did that to me first
always liddat
and nice
POLTICS in uni AT A GREAT SPEED!
and guess what
i dotn knwo the rest yet
but i jolly know one of them..
she is damn happy to teach us how to do things even when we haven ask for it..
nce person
hope to see more of these
but i expect with all those peoepl from top sschool
it is rather difficult toffind more/many
you may say i am sterotyping
but there is always some truth in sterotype
if nto why people feel it MOST of the time
well
tt is what i believe
and
i hope i am wrong
ps miss copyrights isnt from a top jc
so
these people are found everwhere right

oh ya...
sakae buffet at ntu is cheap
11 dollars as long as you got a ntu matri card in your hands
great
makan feast soon

new wishlist
know more people
live happily ever after
good results, i want to go to acturial sci but i heard is damn hard.
first spec acturial second spec b&f
or minor in econs
one year to think
happy celebrations on 19th birthday
the last birthday with a one in front
i can stil have a nice durian cake from my fav cake shop
or
have my fav cheesecake from my fav cafe

ps: i admit
i deleted some lines of words

2008-08-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

been a long long time since i blog
so i shall blog befire i go off
haha
lamer
i told everyone whomi talk to in the msn just now tt im gg
then iforget to do this
haha
been in the mood for blog since sat
haha
sooo
i shall blog now
lol

anyway
happier days
cos
i finally got a new hp
lala
i have een lookign for one for quite some time
broght one..
5 mega pxel camera
tt is what i like abt it
haha

woah
shoulder damn stiff now
ok
gg gg gone

2008-08-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

start of schhhhhhhh
woah hahah
looking forward to the new knowledge i can get
hate the upcoming quiz and test and ppt
and..
well...
hope the class is great..
a lot of peeps fromgood sch..
lol.
competitive environment once agin.. HATE!

blur abt the uni admin..
that part isnt great at all..
thanks!
and.. wondering when is ezlink o..
need it.. seriously..

GUO JING COMING TO NTU!
want to go..
i will try get the tc frst
come anot.
then decide later la..
lol!
go only when there is accomapny..
and with majority peeps i know who dont listent o mando pop..
there is limited chioce..

2008-08-05T21:57:00.009+08:00

I AM FINALLY BLOGGING AGAIN!! YEA!
anyway.. been to pasir ris park for cycling on last sat!
SHIOK sia.. only tt it is damn expensive to rent a bike there..

it is a fine day! great!

the only glamorous and the only normal picture i suppose
meaing it is boring!
well.. bolloywood fans.. palm trees..

randomness...

how long have it nbeen since u been to a playground?
for me, i think it is ard 2 yrs..

last time at nuh.. work shadowing..

tt is a real sad place.. located near the childrens' wards..

not tt nice at first.. see below.

see tryiong to struggle! haha.. no sense of balance seriously

more randomness

tt 2 fingers arent mine anyway

picture is inverted? turn your head!
i believed that your neck and shoulders arent stiff haha

ME! with a new digusting haristyle

i think is digusting although a lto say nice..
i never exoected to be like this ok so dont laugh i very sad and blah blah

mixed emotions..

after that!!

we went to kbox..

ho ho ho

so high!

high high into thw sky

it has been some time since i have been so high..

at sch..

quite boring..

erm..

anyways..

sang 3 time 99times i ove u!

haha

see so high!

and.. sang many artists song...

hai,, iwhile im working..

i always go kbox one..

cos ppl treta me go..

it is a greta exp back there!

seriously..

although got some i see bu shuang..

2008-07-30T13:38:00.001+08:00

ps! reading someone's blog
perhaps
thereis always oem friends who treasure you
only tht i cant feel it sometimes
haha
well it is true..
i am very insecure
perhaps

anyway
uni starting soon
i havign a four day work week
but problem is..
3 days..
lesson starting at 830
and it is at boon lay
so you know whats the disaster alr?

2008-07-30T12:48:00.002+08:00

it has been quite some time since i have blogged..
well.. well.. well..
no complains..
here am i
after the lack of news for around.. erm.. one point five weeks?
so what if i dont blog
as i am thinking who will read it..
soemone whom i trwasure may not treasure me
that is the cruel fact right?
but it is nevertheless true.. even if it is not
at least there is soem percentage of truth found in it..
oh well enough da dao li..

life for the past week has been great
hp has a very very very good kou fu!
as everyone is stoping work..
im too..
and
actually.
i should stop on 25/5
weiling's bday
but as my collegue has some faily problem..
she took some emergency/urgent leave
and hcm doesnt have sufficient manpower..
so..
i decided to saty for mon wed fri..
half day for fri..
here am i ...
in the office
ahha
actually
it has became such a familiar place that i need not drag myself to work
well i did not ever need to drag myself to work..
without sch i have work
it seemed fair right..
well lift is short
and while i can
i work as much as possible
gain more exp
earn more money
and
learn as much as possible
whcioh to me is the most impt
nevertheless some may say
hello what can you learn from an admin job!
mind you..
there is always things to learn
and dont ever look down on an admin job...
someone can survive in a high end position but some may not be able to survive in a low end job
haha..
well..
no compains about my job at least
but some complains abt my collegues..
and.
in the end..
i am here to help those whom i always complain about
they say
hp is super soft hearted..
it is just that her tougue is evil
well to some extent it is true..
hey hey hey
lets go back to why i have very very good kou fu ok?

here is the events tt follows:
last mon: treat to hong kong cafe, had my favourite baked rice topped with a lotof cheese and fav drink in hk cafe.. yuan yang. next because it is rainig very heavily, we ended up in haggen das, and i feel very bad to est more because people has treaed me to lunch, so someone made the decision, e ended up with hageen das fondue! woah it is the best desert i ever had.. because.. no one would ever share the fondue with me right. i imagined that if i wanted a fondue.. a lot of people will start compalining about the price and we ended up with nothing.. ya it is expensive i know but hello it is haggen das and.. it has a huge portion.. fattening day one ends..

last tues: treat to sakae sushi! had a fair share fo sushi, hand rolls, steamed egg, tempura! shiok man! in total, we ate 39 plates of sushi i think. fattening day two, but less guilt as generally jap food is less afttening only that i had a lot of cabs cos of the rice.

last wed: i treat my collgues instead, doughnuts ad duck! everyone likes the duck that mom cooked.. well... i had the duck for 2 unties who like duck actually, for them to ta pao home but they are very kind and started sharing around the whle office. everyone praised it and the most common one is:' very tender!" doughnuts could nto be finished and i ate soem myself instead. fattening day three. spent a bomb on the food too..

last thurs: no treat as i had durian day. some said that the day is odd.. wel.. durians they had is as good as expected. some collegues told me the scenario last year, so i imagined that it is good. tasted it and find it lousy. the durians daddy brought for me is much much much much better. fulstop. conclusion, collegues dont knwo how to eat durians! lousy only knwo how to boost like that and look down on others as they feel they are the ones who can afford better durians... actually, i still dont knwo anyone else who can spend 129 dollars on durians, other than my parents. heaty day four!

last friday: treat again!! yes yes it is treat again! treat to cafe cartel! i ate a fish and chicken combo that i so different from the st louise's pork ribs that i always have back in the cafe. topped up with the soup, drink and ice cream... desert isnt that fanastic but it is okay. i feel so cheated by the FISH that they said they provide in addition to the chicken as the fish is in a size that is pathetic-ally small smaller than expected.. perhaps the size is ard 5cm by 3cm. that is the size. fattening day five.

monday: treat agin. to swensens. had the all times favoutie of swensens=fish and chips! and sundaes... fried food plus sweet food! guilty.. and addition snacks for tea time as they scare i will be hungry by then! fattening day six

tuesday: went tio far east to do my hair. got a new hairstyle. i dont think it is nice! seriously i dotn think so.. but my collegues all said that it is nice.. hai... only comment is: my hair is too layered and the person who does it isnt that good at layering as it is poping up at the back..
wanted to go to soem hairstylist to cut my hair.. actually.. i wanted to have the ideal haircut which i have imagined.. and guess what.. the plan wasnt done.. the stupid person just cut la... diao! i imagne what my fiends are goung to say. some of them.. and.. actually some will not say ncie things.. i knew.. perhaps it is just someone's nature to not like to say nice things, even if it is ncie, they wil find all ways to say the bad things. maybe in that way, they may feel that they are more superior, smarter than someone else. as if they knew a lot but actually, those who dont speak as much may even be smarter because they listen and they observe and they do not think they are the smartest of all. others is just curious perhaps. ANYWAY to add on, i went to do my hair alone. to me, i dont think i have very good friend. i use to think i have but actually as time past, you will start to think differently. perhaps it is always like that but i am too naive in the past to see the truth behind. if you knwo the people who surround your friends, whom you usually do! comapre theway she treat you and others. perhaps the picture becomes much clearer. im not being pessimistic, it is just.. i have come to my senses or i have matured and not be naive. i can be the one whom you make use of always i am such a target.. because.. im soft hearted and i like to see the innocent face rather than the devil's face under the mask, which i try not to probe.

wednesday! today!!! everyone else in the audi there is a workshop for all.. im alone int he office. aactually there is someone whom should not go too.. according to her... but.. she went in the end.. so im alone. whioch i diod not expect that to happen. perhaps the frend who asked her to go has a uuch stronger relationship than the relationship between me and her.. she knew tt friends since secondary school, a totl of 9 years. always good friends! erm.. will i have that kind of friends? haha.. i envy thise with very good friends. friends who you can hang out with whenever and for whatever stuff and friends who will come and meet you as long as you sms them and said that you are bored and wished to have some accompany. friends who you can hang out with for whatever reasons and not make up soem reasons to not go out with you. friends who you treasure and they treasure you. i badly need soneone like that.. that is for sure...it is not that i am very emo that i started writing all these.. well.. i always blog without a plan on what im writing.. but usually, my posts are realy what i feel as i touh n one topic... well.. conclusion? i dont have really good good girlfriends.

2008-07-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

i took half day off today!

yea!

it is the second time this week.

and guess what!

i didnt tell my boss...
heck!
anyway...i
just leave!
anyway..
first we walked!
and everyone is like staring at what i wear
hello
not very erm..
ok nvm!
next..
driving in the morning d my instructor asked me is it everytime i waer this shoe come
hhaa
well!
first time i told him
and guess what!
hhahaa
kenna nagings again
blah blah!
anyway i am having blisters now thks to the shoe
well!
hai..
seiously
i wanted to go to outbak..
in the end
we end up in kenny's
no complains though..
but i wanted to try outback
fullstop!

2008-07-11T22:40:00.004+08:00

yoga yoga yoga
ommmmmmmmm
place your fingers in a oval shape and place it on your knee cap after foldng your legs in..
ommmmmmm
anyway
yoga is gg to tp..
and woah
i never got the tcketts to see him
no bigdeal
it is expected..
with a job now
it is so seldom that i listen to the radio
fullstop
latest songs
latesh showbiz news..
duhhhh
dont know
..
wanted some new songs badly..
was looking for the legend theme song
found it on youtube
but obviously dont have the osng
haha
then link link link
found tt
woah
tvqx is damn shuai ok!
then link link limnk to super junior
super junior m
falling in love
hha
well
i know a lot of peeps say they very good looking from dont knwo when
but this missy here dont bother to ceck it out on them..
like some songs..
but ibviously dont have
shall ask ard
to see who can send to me..

ps wanted the ming zhong song as welll!!!

2008-07-09T13:54:00.003+08:00

i just want to cheer up with mr today
niot just the previous post..
things happened..
and well...
erhaps i just told it to peeps who dont care
and not say it to the peeps who cares..
wrong choices?
perhaps

it is time to relax...
well..
i decided to not go tt second tuition that i got
even thought hat agent got treatens to ask me to pay up the commission
well
im not ggto cough that sum out
it is not a matter of if i cant afford it
well i admit i can afford it
it is just i am not giving
welll
whatever

time to go off...
to my imaginery world
where evreyone are angels

cheers

2008-07-09T13:52:00.002+08:00

well just read someone's blog..
well at least she is sorry..
not tt i am harping on that..
it is just..
well..
and.. not tt i am petty enoigh andstop contact u later
if not i wont even read your blog..
it is just t..
in case someone thinks i am fan
when i think im friendly..
welll..
u may not knwo ok..
and guess what..
i guess u wont even bother
u will only bother abt the project now...
u said so..
and saying that
i just remembered that..
hello..
i did try to sms you..
full stop

2008-07-09T13:31:00.002+08:00

uni campus life is going to right so soon.
im still working
oh ya,...
still!
but i will be very ya ya papaya eal soon
leave a day long..
welll...
some sickening peopel who is no longer sitting bwhind me still wants to boss me ard..
anyway.. who cares..
not doing..
i will be gg on leave on tues.. cos i shuang.. i wil be slcking i think
then leave on friday
cos..
for once.
i will be metting those jc peeps..
hai..
peeps are meeting withouit me for the past 2 times..
cos i cant make it at tt time..
go out and play for the whole day!
well.
these peeps are not gg to ps me..
and
not like u say alr then break ur promise..
perhaps it is the way the peeps ard u are doing tt..
tt why u decided that tt is the cool behaviour.
nvm.
tues..
go gelare! eat waffles wth my fav clique.
before i go..
i will go shopping again with my collegues again
just like yesterday
and we will go to kbox again..
well someone says she wanna to treat me
but i wont be tt thick-skinned...

very very busy for the next few weeks before my orientation starts!!
new environment
new people
a brand new me
i will look forward..

farewell party soon though!
and i look forward to work here again?
well..
lets see how..

2008-06-30T08:38:00.002+08:00

im thinking that my sway days were last week.
well
lasty weekedns..
i really had enough
you really dont need to suan anymore
cant you see that i am letting you have your way!
think what would i do it wasnt you
well
if you dont knwo how to appreciate
then it is ok
i shall not firce
you need not go one round to shoot
it is not worth
cos
to me..
it is simialrly as obvious
oh well
and
let me tell u
u are turning into the person you dont like as well
then whjat do you think?
can see from the words that you said.
simply.. one sentence
anyway...
next..
i was reminded
whose bday is yesterday.
anyway... i did not even wish her anything..
melo did sms her..
but she did not reply.
well

im thinking who isnt a hypo ard ,e
i dont think there is any tt is not.

2008-06-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

my plans are completely messed up

2008-06-25T17:24:00.001+08:00

im biored
well
i cant accompany
anyway
tt elianna
wa lao
shw dont uds my words
i dont wantdo what
haha

2008-06-24T09:06:00.002+08:00

college day on 4.7.2008
usa independence day acc to eli
well well
i have got a top
befre emme told me that well it should be long sleeved
and guess what,... my one is short sleeve
no to be more precise
it is shorter than a short sleeve shirt's sleeve
well uds? with so many sleeve words ard
summary: the length of the sleeve of the top i brought is shorter than the sleeves of a short sleeve shirt
hahaha
so many sleeve i told u
na ni na ni poooo poooo
well well
and i haven got the bottom
haha
borrow from tt person

2008-06-24T08:58:00.002+08:00

im so bored now so i decided to write some crap here
cos i really got nothing to do
cos the network is down
not slacking
anywaysss
i got my test date alr
15.10.2008
wednesday
i need all the luck
seriously
cos i think i am not up to standard
i just hit the curb yesterday
well
and i tell daddy and kor kor
well
and i got laugh at as usual
i expected
my daddy got 30+ years of experience
ahahha
then he will always say that drving is so easy
i still rememebr that time i drove for the first time in my kor kor car
he tried to teach me threee point turn when i dont even know how to drive in a straight line
well i admit hitting the curb
is partially due to not driving in a straigthj ;ine too
weellll tt is because i was busy looking ont he floor to see if i am driving in between the middle lane
well well well
and till now im not on the main road ahha
at least i got to drive on a different direction.
well wellllllllllll
how how
zan mo ban???
ps: holidays is over?
ahha i really dont know
like haven go to the kbox hat you wanted to go
not my fault ok
i got ask
only tt someone like not keen
hai xin cui le
tsk tsk tsk
got s much to say abt you
hahaha
see musttreat me better
the hulk on sat
you better dont forget
if not ar!
woah
HOT la

2008-06-23T12:38:00.002+08:00

i wore a rolex before
believe?

2008-06-18T13:32:00.008+08:00

ALL WITH THE SAME DP!
even my collegues!

2008-06-18T13:00:00.001+08:00

hp is at the desk at this timing
cos she decided not to go for lunch
and wanted to have a feast of lo dii
for lunch for thw eeek remeber
she said tt on monday
after lunch at fishhy and company
ahhahahh
ok ok
then well
i really did!

2008-06-18T12:55:00.001+08:00

la la la
hp can pppppppppppppprrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
she really can

2008-06-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

yawn
im tired
i cant stay up late at night
been a habit since young
well
anyway
im here back home
cant slepp
cos..
i got reasons..
anyway
bro is using my rm to study for his exam
well...
i will be in the same condiotions in time to come
well well
been to fish and co...
TODAY
lalala
i got a colllgue who will be leaving the co next friday
so perhaps tt is siort of a farewell for her
erm..
actually
i was fast to avoid all these farewells
i have avoid 1
cos only 1 have left since the day i join
and bah b;ah b;ah
i have avoid the bday parties, the outings, the b;ah b;ah b;ah events pretty nicely
well this time
maybe some part of me wanted to go
tt why i attended..
did i really want t attend is another qn
well actually i am not sure too
anyway
i did went fullstop
well...
not tt i condemns..
i dont eat there often..
cos...
the smell of frozen fresh water fish named dory
has a smell
which missy mouth can taste and her nose can sniff it out very well
not a problem of not done properly
but..
yea
i can tadste the diff
BUT
the caser salad are nice thouight
missy dont eat salads..
buit tt is a starter
well well wlell
im gaining weight
one week lunch on bread
i am determined
hahha
exclude weekedns
jhaaaa

ps. upload the pic to ntu..
it is my sec sch pic
only formal pic tt i hvae
so
i dont have much choice...
erm.. ya.. no comment
i press sub,it unrelunctuntly
but i dont have muh tiome left anyway

2008-06-16T08:45:00.000+08:00

yes hot shot is gg to be out before mit!
woah i know tt is called=random
yea
got it

2008-06-16T08:43:00.001+08:00

im in a monday blues mood

2008-06-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

i jsut deleted the whole tretch of words i have written a momnent ago
well
start afresh...
er
i dont know if i am going to blog wha happens actually
ahha
why not i just tell someone face to face someday
some well... erm..
i hate to say the word..
i shall stop at being rude then..

ps.. someone treat me to pizza hut yesterday
and treat me to kbox yesterday too
and
this time round
i got the puiblic transport back instead of a cab
which is great
only tt i am suffering now
with mom's naggings
and black face
well
seriously
im back home earlier this time
cos
i have motive and said singing for 3 hrs is a more worth it deal
than the 4 hrs one..
well
well
welllllllll

2008-06-13T08:42:00.001+08:00

to a clique: can i assume we are not gg out today?
to a person: still watching tt movie not?
later u tell me u watch alr i want to whack you

2008-06-12T08:44:00.000+08:00

i cant sit today
not literally

2008-06-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

oooo
heres something tt kills the sianz mood
haha
lets see.. i got so much laughter at the one bow sec bow thrid bow haha

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
one. find out. two. if she dont say, gossip ard, soemone will tell u all abt it. third. say im not in te wrong. fourth. proclaims loudly to the world including the idiotic person get out of my life. fifth. go back and comlain all abt it. fifth. im convinced that hp is correct even thought some ppl think im heiong and cont with her own life. sixth. avoid tt idiot at all means, including all OUTINGS where you think you will see her. cos i dont want to see tt guy again. uds? ahha
see my answer so long, so i suppose i hate such situations.. betrayals... yea yea..
but some ppl think im very difficult to live with haha

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
well.. erm.. be successful in my life an all aspects..
one. successful career that people will admire and listen and obey to. two. big big big branded car. three. big big big bunglow. four. be a very filial child (traditional) and fulfil all my parents needs. five. a aparyner who will be as successful in everythng too.
see obne wish can turn into many.. haha im greedy!

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
u know.. said i wanted to be successful in my career alr right.. so i have many people whom i will liase with. so.. one. be the queen of the wedding dinner at some very good hotles but may not be ritz carlton. it is ok! two. ya gor.. still got whta? haha.. erm.. two. have a wedding party at some place (havent thoght of it yet) maybe where we have the first date, first meetign place blah blah blah.. ok la.. i dont know how to answer this qn la! honeymoon that last very very very long. go to some exotic place not just europe that it so common.. rome, greece,vernice! can we go for more than one country? hhaaa.. zi high

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
DUH! wondering if ntu is reraly the best choicer.. hello.. smu offer me too..
soem auntie go and ask my mother why my results so good want to choose biz.. dots

5. What's your ideal lover like?
have his own ideas. able to knock some triggers and laughters into my montonous life.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone whom i like too. haha... add the two into one

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
see how much i like him lo.
look ard for other people at the same time too.
haha
evil.. ya la.. im just practical and protecting myself ok..
what if he dont return?
haha.. if he rpomsed to return..
i will then decide based on the length of the time he wont be ard too also

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do wait?
continue to secretly like.. and slowly turn him into an eye candy.
convince myslef tt he isan eye candy. ahha

9. Is being tagged fun?
ok la. i tag for shuang one
sometimes, people also dont tag me...
well actually, not very fun actually

10. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
successful person. who is gg to be promoted to a vp soon in a few years time.
10 years=29 years old..
hahha
work for 7 years alr..
maybe i am alr some asst vp..
one year.. i will job hop or promoted to a vp! yea yea
continiue dreaming...

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
no doubt. family
not much good freidns whom i can really really trust with all my heart
sad story
well.. we can quarrel via sms what do you think?
and.. i got to know what she dd behind my back for her own beneifts.. for her own company
and
what abt me?
well tt is really bad.
SERIOULY and i dont ike it
well. end here.. next qn pla

12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
one. friend whom i have known for the longest period of time and i hope this can be maintained.
two. college friends who wil pop by when they are free including onw who dont know there is navgiations at the side for my last blog skin.now with this, she will haqve np. ya. hopefully.
some. who used to tag dont appear alr.. ok forget it..
i dont have very much very very gd friends what..

13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. at least im rich and can doll up myslef to attract some guy haha.
well guys are superficial. they look at your face. dots
why not go for some full facuial plastic surgery and go fro my fav LIPOSUCTION?
and botox if im old and have sagging skin haha
omg..
the devils of technology haha
LALALALALA

14. What's the first thing you do every morning?
mom wake up up. so the time is nv too early. i wll just take a peep at her to tell her i got her msg
then cont to lay down and slack for a while first
sometime. she think it is not correct and come and nag at me
before i jump off the bed
well..
im a light sleeper.
she simply knock at my door oce to wake me
if someone talk too loud. i get woke up with a jump out of the bed as a finale
well
joker ar?
haha
ya true
oh ya.. sometime. i woke up early.. meaning mom has not come and knock kncok yet
so i shall slack
ahha
then she wil nag all day abt why i cant wake up on my own hahahhahaah

15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
virgos' character will gove it all.
but i dont know
u know
humans need protection to the harm in future ok.
franlkly, im only 18+
what do you want?
have a steady stead whom you thought you would get married with him eventually?
haha.. dears.. any relationship now = fun to me
sorry but pls wait till im older

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
dont promise anyone first. see who is better. take that. haha

17. What type of friends do you like?
one. people who think care about my feelings
two. company
three. know what im thinking.. uds me to some extend
four. very on. one word one sentence and the deal is on
five. frank seriously frank!
sixth. trust me
seventh. think i can make it
see.. i can like a lot of people one..
only that.. erm.. think for yourself haha
i dont think it is appropriate to bao liao anything more here
i also bao laio a lot
bu neng shuo cuo de mi mi
SHHHHH

18. What type of friends do you dislike?
look down on others (proud.like to show off.arrogrant.)
selfish people

2008-06-10T12:14:00.000+08:00

...
...
bored
...
...

2008-06-09T08:32:00.002+08:00

mom=smart
she forced me to say i come home by cab
haha
ok nvm
heck babt her
she wil cont to nag for goodness know how ong
haha

next
lalalalalaaaa
im blogging in my office and
i keep turning back
dots
not to be discover ;)

anyway..
hp is quite high
hahaa
i think i want to avoid lunch witht htose ppl
ya ya ya
im not anti social ok
i shall sms tt one whom have the highest possibvilty who cn lunch with me later
ahhaa
dots
hope
she wont reject
alalla
ok nvm whatever

next....
i want to try hostel life
but
too bad
i dont know anyone whom want to stay there too
from the start
the problem is... i dont have much friends who go to ntu anyway
tt person who sit behod me
say i think a lot
hello
im a thinking homo sapien of cos i do tt
hahha
well...
i think i predict and it hits on
hahaaaaa

when driving on sat
pleasant surprise=someone ask me abt the movie before i ask peeps
bad surprise=the instructo talk alot of rubbish and waste mmy money
buit tt is actually not a surprise..
i predicted it
and
you knwo what..
aha
i dont have much other choices
hhaaa
i think i will have the test ard oct
i vote for oct than sept
cos
i dont have much confidence
haah

2008-06-08T16:03:00.001+08:00

im so happy. made my name moved! ahhaha!

2008-06-08T15:58:00.001+08:00

yes!
change my blog skin already!!

2008-06-06T09:03:00.002+08:00

ps been reading two blog
becos
i was told by their owneres
there is something to i saw
sad and sianz
win alr liao
treat me like tt
dots

a long long boring post!

2008-06-06T08:37:00.004+08:00

it is since a long time that i blog.
haha
i know
bloggy is so sianz and tired and sleepy
becos it as been some time sinmce the last post
hhaha
anyway
been to k
no
party world with my collegues
i reallly hope collegues can become friends u know
althought sometimes
i find them so sickening
like yesterday
i really find one so irritating
haha
then for obvious reasons
i did not go out with tt irritating chap yest
ahhaa
then
went to party world
we use a vocher for free 4 hrs
went at 8
then happily thought tt i will be like
erm
gg home at 11
cos
they told me it will be 11
when we finish
ahhaa
if u excuse me..
my maths is good and i got misleaded...
8+4=12
hahhaha
so
in the end
we stop at 12
and
i happily thouight it is still 11
mom as usuall dd call and shout and nag all abt having no public transport back
ahaha
she was out too for some dinner..
ahha
then she happily told me
she will go home soon
it is alr 10.30
i should practise more restraints on myself
then this makes me happily think that it is 11
ahha
here is the ans..
i am back the latest yest
mom has direct control on my life
she restraints me a lot
my close friends will know this
well...
maybe it can be said that i am back home ard the same time
as i when to jay third world tour... wu lun lun bi
but tt time.. jie also send me home
haha
yest went home by cab
i got no choice
228/66 dont operate at tt time alr..
i knew my mom's attern
and she obviously knew mine
i dont dare to stop at the lift lobby of my home
i scrae she will stare downstairs
and
woah
im dead
"see la. come home so late. no transport alr la! take cab hor. very rich right? your mother ar.. dont take cab one. she take bus or train..." blah blah balh
and
woah
as i am reaching.. one bus stop earlier
she called..
woah
with her hp..
disaster.. it really is
so i am smart enough to stop at the bus stop
but
i expect she is waiting for me downstairs
at te lift
woah
here comes the big deal
she is waiting at the bus stop
haha
dead meat
obviously
she knew i dont come back by publ;ic transport
but she keeps mum abt the issue
well
there is too many people who told me that my mother is very smart
she knew what people ios thinking
aha
mum is smart.. i knew taht and i admits
well..
here goes the storp
i was being nagged at..
well..
let me tell u something
for mom.. i dont tell her i went to karoke..
if she knew
i am simply put.. dead
haha
i come from a traditional family.. traditional cjinese family
and in my parents' times
playing pool and gg karoke =gangsters
well she cant control my bro much actually..
and
they are nto as worried
because bros have builds..
they have the muscles
they knew how to fight
they are guys
well for me..
hand so small
size also smal
height also short
strength so weak (compare to them well yes)
ok
and
what i am a girl
so..
anyway
i be dead if they knew
so..
lies..
well
i did rally lie to mom
dad actuall dont care much as long as he dont know
hahah
so let me tell u something..
hp has never been to a pool room before
dad bros knew all abt playing pool and billets
well i guess i am not a guy to let them not worry abt me right
well.. being the youngest and the only girl
you seriously need to care about your parenst
im a sensible child and shall let them know some facts only..
at least i did try to restraint not getting into a pool room ar..
haha
well
mom is smart
and
i suspose that she knew i got go to k
and
she knew i got went to wu yi lun bi.. haha
and guess what?
friday i cmi..
actually
it may be a good thing..
cos if my mum knew i wen to clarke quay
im simply dead again
well
pb
clubs
discos
bar top dancing
bad habits like drinking and smoke
complicated people
gangsters
street fights
drunkands
the area is full of that
ahha
ya that is it
and ps..
friday
i really cannot make it
it is not tt im sngry with anyone
ya..
believe it or not
ya tt is it

oh ya..
before ending..
mom told me yest
ahha
so late!
you know now what time alr not
u dont know there is upgrading works here nowadays is it?
a lto of foreign workers ard leh
u dont know meh
one sleep here
anothere there
there
there
there
there
everywhere
u want to get robbed opr what..
or bulled?
come back so late
you are a girl ok!
cant you have more restraints?
good la
o public transport
haha
blah blah blah
and the story cont
...

2008-05-30T08:42:00.002+08:00

tsk..
feel so digusted
if you wanna try to act as if you are real damn good in front of others
but you are actualy not the goody old girl
and
will go behind someone else's back and start gossiping
pls dont let me know anything abotu it
hai hai
hp is being bullied
hahaha
anyway from the day you ame
i am alr digusted
for the other one..
from the day i came
i am alr digusted

alhtiough there is bad guiys ard
sometimes it i ral enjoyable
like yest
boss treated us to poeyes
the chicken is obvious,ly better than kfc
eat and eat
i went t3 to eat tt
it is my second time there
haha
first is to the arrival hall
wanted to go overseas
..

finally meet up with some college friends
hahahaha
emme and shir\
cos
my other poor friend
got infected by some enemny
haha
tt is small
and cannot be seen by the naked eyeeees
hahhaha
watch indiana
i htink that it is nice
although there is a bit if mixed reaction on the show
some say nice while others does not agree
hahaaaaa hp scare scare when they when to dig out the corpses
hhahaha see
it is actually a goodthing that i did not study med
im thinking why i did not study.... tt course...
sg does not have it?
hahah
maybe
my results are not fanastic,..
i admit and regretted..
anyway.. eat too much popcorn
till now im still very full
not eating lunch alr la
....
haha
like tt lo
end about yest trip

ps: talking abt lunch
sorry for the reply to miss c

working working for another mth...
la la la

2008-05-29T08:52:00.002+08:00

woah
my back very pain sia
why why
i nv do anything leh
hahaha
anyway
i dont have enough sleep
cos:
im tossing in my bed till i fall asleep very unpeacefully
then my tupid bro
go buy some dont knwo what cupborad back
then he go spring clean his bedroom
wa im always a very light sleeper
i got awoke
wondering what the **** he doing man
then
my back very pain
dots
tt time is emme
got o sleep tt time i alr feel very what
now
actually
it is not pain
it got a strange feeling
omg
i shan my yao
groan
what what what

yea
gg to meet my friends today
hahaaaaaaaaaa
too bad miss e not gg
hahaha

woah.
very uncomfy !!!!!

2008-05-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

it is a cake
and i badly wanted it
no matter how it tast
i think.. it seemed nice
and
i will not think it tast bad
ps: it is from sg!

2008-05-26T21:43:00.004+08:00

music:: its a long long journey by corraine may
thinking of the lycrics
...

It's a long long journey Till I know whera I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you... to you

2008-05-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

ps: i just saw my post
and i remember tt
i like the rainbow cake a lto
haha

2008-05-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

hi friend

get well soon

eat antibiotics

it may have the y shape that will you know link to the little bad bateria

and

ask his friend living in the white blood cells to kill it

and guess what?

YOU BE WELL IN NO TIME

get well soon

hopefully

before thurs

haha

2008-05-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

mood: happy
i got my first driving lesson today
ahhaha
and
i book a lot of other lesson
ahaha
then i have to think of excuses liao
anyways..
good
cos
i did not stall at all
let the generous one give you free advice
free wheeling=clutch depressed, release acc, car moves
engine breaking=clutch not depressed, acc released
for first gear, engine breaking cos car to jerks
brake at first gear=clutch then brake pedal to be depressed
brake at other gear=higher speed=brake to slow down first then clutch then brake to be safe
move off=clutch depressed, signal right, shift to first gear, handbrake off, acc a bit, released the clutch till biting pt, maintain clutch, acc till ard some dist then release clutch.
change to higher gear=clutch depressed, release acc, change to higher gear, release clutch it wont stall, acc
when turning=release acc ok alr, dont step on brakes
I KEEP FORGETTING THIS: when stopping, after the car stops, do not release the clutch and brake no matter ant or mosquitoes bite according to the vute instructor. change to netural gear, on habdbrakes and who cares, release for all you like.
ok learn till here.... stay tune ;)
i be bye soon next week haha
i am lucky to get tt fdate
cos someone else cancel it
haha

2008-05-25T14:42:00.001+08:00

you be surprised
if you see my true self
if i dont suppress it
i suppress it for my dearest family
no one will expect it
maybe one

2008-05-25T14:25:00.003+08:00

what is shen mo dong xi
fine
it is the only track tt can be send properly
dots
i fell soooo erm lousy today
tragic sunday
read some magazine
they suggest that your mood swings may be cause by what you placed in your body
eatten breakfast
heavy ones
lunch.. tidbets
maybe i really very b shuang now
cos
i dun have good food
i am bu shuang
cos i am easily irritated
tt is my presonality most prob
but i get back in shape in real soon time
THANK GOD
MY GOD
ok whatever
what i bu shuang now is..
i want to go buy shoes
and dear mom
keeps dragging
as most mom do..curb my spending
she has been trying hard to train ne to not be a big spender
dont splurge
dont do thid dont do that
hello
im a teenager
although i admit that
i am a very hard nut to crack
ok fine
at least i know my own weakness ok
better tahn others who refuse to see their own weakness
not accepting them as if treating them as invisible
will mean
they dont have this problem
losers are all aroubnd
well!!!
i am irritated
you can see
anyway
back to the problem
im irritated
becos!!!!
i shopuld have gone to shopping by this time
and
she keeps dragging
as if hoping tt i cant see the main pt
oh well
your dad is taking a nap
wait till he is awake
we are gg out for dinner
bla bl;ah blah
hello
my dearest daddy hates shopping
end of the story
moral is: i wont go shopping today and im bu shuang
i want to spend!
dots
wa lao
i am already very irritated ok
by the stupid 3 universities
and
wondering where the hell should i go
i got a lot of fan ren de dong xi ok
shen mo dong xi!
hp is very irritated
my good friend is busy
and i know tt
im a loner
i accept the fact
im dark
im pessimistic
im aggressive
im ...
ok anything you can say
as long as it doesnot get to my ears
im heiong
i admit
im thinking about the incident
im a spoilt brat
IM A BRAT
my patterns shows
and
i dont hide it
only tt
i am already better
try to learn not to be
but i am still one!
FULLSTOP

2008-05-24T11:42:00.001+08:00

placed danson's link
not becos i like him
cos
inside got da dong

2008-05-24T11:23:00.005+08:00

im blogging for a very frustrating irritating non-ending unbearable issue!
i was thinking where should i go
which uni??
i choose biz for all 3 local uni
at first i got 2 offers only.
ntu
smu
both are good
i dunno where to go seriously
i ask a lot of ppl
not just friends and family
i even ask the recruiters
i ask all the recruiters whom i know
and
a consultant
but.. every uni seemed to have its own supporters
and
i am stranded between the two again.
i like ntu
but i dun want to regret not gg to smu.
if i go to smu
but i dun want to regeret spending the next 3 yeras of life living painfully
jc years is already a disaster
i had ebouigh
seriously
even with office politics
i am much more happier
without ppl who hate me
ppl gossip
but they dont gossip abt me
they dun ... do the things i dont like
i thik i cant assimilate into the culture
then again..
i check nus website
and guess what
i was offered...
then what..
3 options
choose1
mcq seemed to be easy usually
at most i choose one mark
but i guess
it is really a very difficult decision
ppl in my clique are all gg to nus
maybe if i dun go nus
i may not need to face the person who hates me
and
the ppl ard tt person
whom..
i think have no nice and goodie opinions abt me
maybe
what you say is just what you say:
we are discerning people who will not hate one becos others hates me
well... i do hope so
im not optimistic
i know
but
maybe did you ever realize why am i getting this kind of feeling?
no you dont
you just dont
and
dont ever say
i want people to live up to my expectations!
and
i think
i am gonna to remember this phrase this sentence
for the rest of my life
who ask me to have a good memory
remember this sentence then..
from me to you:
why am i getting this kind of feeling then.
i know what you are gg to say
hp is emo-ing again
then again: why she is emo?
why
will i really not go there because of unfriendiness i sense?
hp do not follow crowds
i follow my own heart
i will stand strong
and get be deter by the person who hates me
if i go there
maybe
i can make an effort
to avoid the fac she is in
maybe
she will not hate me as much?
i just realize i should stop
whats the use of saying so much?
in case someone starts gossipping about you again

2008-05-22T08:50:00.001+08:00

ppl here are nice. if u dun see the face of those u dun like
got giofts for the past few days
ahhaa
start thinking what to get them when i am gg
ahahha

2008-05-21T13:16:00.000+08:00

zs having a new show
wondering if it is gonna be nice
ha
the other guy i find him so farmilar..
thinking
where did he appear before...
haha

2008-05-21T13:04:00.001+08:00

2008-05-21T13:03:00.003+08:00

i suddenly thought of somthing
so
this post is gg to be super duper random
ahaha
remeber it is always
hp and her randomnesss
ahhaha
anyway
翻滾吧!蛋炒飯
!!!
滾滾滾滾滾滾滾滾滾滾滾蛋炒飯 kai mai lo!!!!
ahhaa
so funny
anyway
like the name 冽 a lot
ahha
without the surname!

2008-05-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

im being anti social?
am i
i have reasons...
seriously

2008-05-20T08:55:00.004+08:00

i ned to make some choices on the uni that i wanted to go
i got the leeters from ntu and smu
as for nus, i herd they have not send out the letters for law and boz
and biz is my first choice
ok...
that means
it may not mean that i am too lousy correct
hahaa
maybe a lot of ppl would think i am hahah
anyways....
i wanted to watch the dark knight...
so emme shir eli..
any one wants tt too?
ahhaa

off to play sudoku..

2008-05-19T11:40:00.003+08:00

went to k on sat
...
we have diff habits..
i just feel like booming the speakers
cos
i dun want to boom them at home
ok nvm
i got to sing tt song
haha
wei ni qie shi
nevertheless
although i like the songnow
it also means
that i will no longer like it later
cos
it is the typical kenji song
i badly wanted to have more update songs
cos
i seldom listen to the radionow
cos
i will sadly working

PS I AM SUPER BORED NOW
TRUST ME

2008-05-16T08:58:00.000+08:00

wu li tou de zi lian...
ahhahaha
watching rolling love
obessed with jiro
read my paer today
jay is like sick
so sad...

2008-05-16T08:57:00.003+08:00

maybe i can turn colleagues into friends if i try?

2008-05-16T08:55:00.000+08:00

feel like getting away...
i feel tt i badly need a gateaway...
maybe after my grad days
the first thing i do is tt
maybe
i will make some money forst
hahaha
hp loves herself..
muacksssss

2008-05-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

im a super no 1
i will rememeber that

2008-05-15T08:59:00.002+08:00

hahahahhahahah
uim in a happy mood
ahhahaa
heck abt ppl ard me tt i dun like
gambette desu yo!!!1
wink winkssss*
hahhaha
see
im in a happy mood
told u
ahahhahaAAAAAAA

anyways..
been to bugs twice last week
eat yougurt at the yogurt place or soemthing
cant rem the name
ahhaa
anyway
brought mummy to eat on ma ma jie
ahhahhahaa
cos
ma ma hen wei da
ta tai gu jia
hen gu wo men
wei ba ba de gong shi
also contribute a lot
what am i doing?
hahaa
wrote in chinese
then u know why i stop?
cos
i dunno the hanyupinying
hahahahahahaha
for the lamest reason
ahahhaha'
go to eat tt cos
i thought it is selling yourgurt ice cream
then in the end
it is not!!!
it is yogurt
then super bloated
dots
and
i am planning to make tt stuff myself too
ahaha
it is actually easy
i just need fruits and stuff
jaahahhahaa
but i dun have it now thats why
ahhahaha

then been to the same place again on sat
with my fav passerby too
hahahaa
anyways... the fav passerby
good for you
for once
i see you spend more than me
hahaa
dun say more
later kenna say
it is your money not my money
ahhaaahaah
ok nvm
anyways!
happy happy
brought the stuff i wanted!
oh ya
you know tt top that i buy
tt one from the second storey
nice one
cos
i nv check the top carefully
then yest
i saw it accidently tt
the bottom nv sew properly
dots
lucky mummy say
you jiu hhahahha
lol!!!!!
my kawaii top got flaws/
...;x,scdgygyagvvyauvgyfdagv...
ermmmmm
nvm
ahhahaaa
it is still very kawaii
hahaha

2008-05-15T08:32:00.001+08:00

happy mood today
anyway
just want to say
dun bully a tamp
esp when it is me who is the temp
hahahaa
hp rules the world ahaa
'''

2008-05-13T08:53:00.001+08:00

let merelitaerate..
i hate fakers
this sentence is on my first blog set up template
and
it is still the same
oh
let me addddddd on
i hate ppl who talk bad abt others behind their backs
come and talk to me in my face!
but i am sure
you dun dare
losersssssss

2008-05-13T08:52:00.000+08:00

whats the pt of having a lost that is mostly all cancalled?
i shall think of more things to do now
haha..

2008-05-13T08:40:00.004+08:00

first of all
i juz wanna spread the word
ahaha
shir nee starts blogging lo
hahaha
i mean
you know
she got update
ahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

anyways
happy days
outside theoffice
been to botak jones
and eating pasta on sat
then back to eat the same pasta again on sun
had fun in bugis
cos
i spend and spend
ahhaaah
then
now
im broke
hahahahahaaaaa
ok
i am trying to be independent
pay on own way through
maybe
being independent is nothing bad
maybe
hahha
i may seem to be psycho-ing myself
but
hai
forget it
there has been many many many XXXXX....
ahhahaahha

i feel like whacking someone
i feel like being rebellious
erm...
nto because off la
it is just...
...
you know...
i dunno how to describe
so i shant
these are my emo days
PERHAPS..
fine
MOST PROBABLY
i will love myself more

2008-05-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

tt diao-ster elianna
dun fight with me
hHAHAH

you are the double l
ahhaa
lamer and loser
ll=elianna

ok la
dun say u
later kenna scolding
ahhah

2008-05-09T13:33:00.002+08:00

yes i pass my ftt yest
hahahahhahahha
then i got my pdl and wanted to start driving
hhahaaha
anyways
sad thing is
cos i alr v slow ar
then my instructor next 2 weeks then free
diao
tt means
can start only next 2 weeks
anyways...
why am i slow
cos yuest
i go driving center then i see my friend
walk pastthen we started talkjng
then he say what.. he just pass his practical
dots
and what
i just pass my ftt
diao!!!

from now on
i should see my bro drive a manual car
and
how he depress tt stupid clutch and let go the acc
and
then i shall stare at my father's auto car
and see
so i know how to drive the auto one too
ahha
cos most prob i will practise with tt camry
but
cos
tt car bigger then the blind spot also bigger
then how!
and
i shal;l get scolded by my dad if i dun do well
ahahh
maybe i shall practise with my bro car
lets see
treat him better
hahah
but he sure will lend me one la
ahahha

2008-05-06T12:13:00.001+08:00

hello to the world!
i am just bioredi nedd my vitamin c
becos
i am down with a stoopid flu
although the flu vaccination is just 44% effc
i dun mind having it
end here
in my little office
at bedok..
bye bye to the world!

2008-04-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

good bye
you are once my love!
and
i am not lying..

2008-04-30T16:56:00.006+08:00

i lost sleep cos of tt last noght
do i have to lose sleep tonight agin
cos of you?
if this is care like what someone try to say
kill me pls
one fine day
i will ask the reason to the lose of my sleep
one fine day
and my blood shall boil..

2008-04-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

the post for charlene
charlene is the best
she is the nicest to me
ahha
here is the compliment
and
i am soo frank
iam never fake
wl say i am not gfted in beoing fake
and
this may be a good pt
although..
maybe i de zu ppl easily
like tt 2 mentioned juz now

charlene is so great
she take my unglam pic
ahha

chalrene lets me know what is bff
not vff
and
she lets me se the sentence
try asking your friends
and
she takes time to meet me up for klunsh like the rest wont do it
she is really my bff
and we will celebrate our 10th soon
and
charlene nv makes me angry
we had a common topic at all times
today is abt tt girl
ahah
i know she know
ahha
my interested tpics
sdhe always send me a lot of song tt i want
haha
where is my kenji de
ahha
she juz give me bbt
cos i am gg crazy
ahha
she is of the same freq as me
haha
and her friends
if we are together
it is OH SHRAKS!
haha
cos
we will be swimming in the oceans
with sharks ard us
wanted to send her some song
like my fav jenny
then sh got
i got sharing folder with her b4 la
then ask her she want umbrella not
then she have alr
so kenna suan
ahha
too bad la
i duun have song
ahha
PPL SEND ME SONGS!
hhaha

2008-04-29T23:38:00.001+08:00

i already know u see me bu shuang la
but you should know i aslo
but avtually
i dun recently
and
it is not only you
i know another one also like tt
dots!
hate it this way
bt ppl...
thnk la
as if i like
just nv go tt time.. so many pro
fine
anyway..
i alr see you all too clearly
nvm de..
my world cont to evolve
you spol my mood!